Fate..

"It's fate that brought us together, and it's fate that will keep us together.."

"I'm so sorry I hurt you,.. but i'd be lying if i said i regret what happened.. and i don't think you do either.. If you could go back and change things, i don't belive that you would.."

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I was very sleepy that night, but for some reason i couldn't sleep.. I watched some TV (as i always do), and then i kept rolling around in bed for a while.. After some time, i decided to watch some more TV till i got sleepy..

Since i'm a huge fan of Will & Grace, i watched the few episodes left in the final season, which i haven't seen yet.. i watched and watched, until i was watching the season finale.. for those who haven't seen it, watch out, i'm sort of gonna ruin it for u now..

For those of you who don't know will & grace: will is gay, grace is straight, and they've been friends/flatmates forever..
So as you see, this doesn't "sound" like the kind of show that would really have a moving ending (as opposed to FRIENDS, where almost everyone on earth will be feeling for a certain character and crying their hearts out)..

Well, guess what? It did! Their relationship resembles that of any 2 platonic guy/girl friends, where one of these days, when either of them "Gets on with his/her life", the other one is forced to move out of the other's life.. have you ever heard of a time where that hasn't happened?..
What really got me was the infinitie wisdom in a sentence that Grace said.. "I'm so sorry I hurt you,.. but i'd be lying if i said i regret what happened.. and i don't think you do either.. If you could go back and change things, i don't belive that you would.."

I guess that sometimes, you really do have to bear hurting your friends in order to do the right thing.. and just pray that they see through the pain and realize that you only did that coz you truly care for their happiness..

sigh..

"خذوا الحكمة من أفواه المجانين"

Single vs. Relationship

My friend: So, are you still single?

Me: define single

Answers i usually get: (I will NOT comment on any of them, at least not now!)

- not talking regularly to a certain guy on the phone

- not going out with someone

- not sleeping with someone

- being able to go out with whomever u want

- not having a ring on ur finger

- not being in a relationship ( me love you, you love me)

- not in a stable emotional relationship

- not seeing anyone exclusively

- not planning future things with someone

So as you see.. Most people would NOT agree on the definition of single..

So why the hell don't u explain what u mean when ur asking me???! :D

P.S. The Apple disctionary thing defines it as "unmarried, or not in a stable sexual relationship".. Get that for being clear! LOL

He's Dead!

He was perfectly fine.. sure, he wanted me to feed him.. but he can go for days taking care of himself.. he doesn't really "need" me except once every week or 2.. I was checking up on him.. I tried to feed him.. but he was..

dead..

My heart started beating really fast.. i held him.. i tried to revive him..

He opened his eyes, and as if nothing had happened.. "who r u?", he asked..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

My SamPooL's memory was erased..

Sigh..

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Disclaimer: this is an official announcement to all of my friends out there; unless you have reminded me in the past 2 days of an upcoming event, a birthday, or anything of any significance, i am NOT responsible for forgetting it. It is completely and totally your fault for not reminding me.